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#Theofficalcaliyialanaye
**WARNING**
Viewers Discretion is Advised. Enter at your own risk, and understand that this blog revolves around personal ideas, opinions, and thoughts. Everything that comes up is raw and unedited, misplaced thoughts, incorrect spelling, and most importantly naked emotions. Stay Tuned.......
This is Me
I'm not perfect. My life may not fit in your image. But I am ME. I love Myself, that I know of this is the only ME I'm gonna get. Whether I'm happy, sad, depressed, or excited I know that life is a game I will succeed in. Do not underestimate me. I am unstoppable.
Self Love and Care
I am enough. I can be alone and enjoy the silence, my company is enough. I don't need anyone on my team that doesn't wish to attend the games. Know your worth, celebrate your growth, and be your healing. Whatever hits and bruises during hard times just know that you will get through it by using your power to let nothing stop you.
My Family
My support system, my team. My family is the reason why I'm here today. Whether it's the laughs I have with my brother, the on going movie nights with my mom, or the hard working woman that get its from her dad. I truly have had some rough and bad times with each one of these guys, but I didn't let that change my perspective on them. Through the up's and down's I know they will have my back no matter what. It's the little things that matter. The special birthday parties or events, just plainly saying that there proud of me can bring me to tears. My family keeps me motivated so that I can make myself and them proud.
The Tribe
My friends are my tribe they all make up a big representation of me. Even though I have a small circle they are enough to encourage me to do big things. I can't count how many breakdowns I have had and one of them is there to help me not self-destruct. See my friends we like to see each other win we don't tear each other down. We workout together to reach our goals. We shop together to keep each other from looking like a hot mess. We look out for one another, it was hard picking through trash to find my rare and original group of friends.
Antisocial
Some may say I'm unapproachable, bougie, mean, or stuck up. You can not get upset because I have chosen you are not worth my time and energy. I have a right to chose my friends and anyone else that promotes my motto. I work on flotation, my mind and spirit will guide me and if I give you a trial and sense negativity, then you are no longer apart of the tribe or my time.
School Life
Ever since elementary school, I felt like I was different. Different from the smarter kids, different from the dumb kids. Turns out I was just dyslexic. But even then I believed that I was the average student. I remember being told I was just the kid that is quiet and nice to the teacher so they just passed me. I find that funny now that I have a 4.0 GPA while taking college classes. I'm glad that I took the time and invested in myself, found out what type of learner I was. Who knows maybe later in life I could be in a better position than my academic advisor.
Midnight
As I've gotten older I knew that my family wasn't the type to hand me things for free, I had to work for it. I've been working since I was 15 and never turned back. I bought my car with absolutely no help. I feel strong, powerful, accomplished, and independent almost. I will always chase my dreams and work hard for them no matter what others say. They don't pay my bills.
My Energy and My Aura
I wouldn't say I'm spiritual, but I know when somethings off I can just feel it. Intuitively, I know it is. Manifestation is real no doubt, that is how I've gotten this far. Trust your instincts, monitor your dreams, acknowledge your thoughts. Speak things into existence. I'm working on my more positive side myself. Be your good luck charm.
My Job
Working; I work to provide for myself with wants, whatever I want no matter how expensive or stupid I shall provide for myself. 2 jobs can get me there. Goals can get me there. Planning can get me there and just watch me work.
Dream Job
My dream profession/ Occupation I would have to a Journalist, I love to write and many ideas come to my mind that I just want to share. Hopefully, this blog can help me express myself more by writing and expressing to ease my anxiety. Using this blog more can help me also branch out on youtube to practice my media journalism skills!
Vibe Out
It's good to stay calm at times, don't always let the little things get you so stressed out. I learned that due to the GI tract condition I have. Your body breaks down due to stress especially when you get older. Just breathe, they aren't important. If they do not pay your bills, provide for you, or help you live your lifestyle don't waste your time. Stay at peace.
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